Sunday, October 2, 2011

It's been you all along

What did the Buddha want us to follow? He wanted us to follow are own hearts and not worship him. I think that is very interesting. Because I thought he was the divine person, but that's just it he had the divine in him and yet he was human after all. Wow, I don't know why that woke me up to understand that the Buddha didn't have all the answers or have a perfect life. He wanted to know why we suffer and how to be at peace. He found out that suffering is essential and we can't escape it. The only way to finding peace is by going inside and surrendering to what is. If we can't change it, then we must calm are minds and move forward with a brave heart. It isn't a way to solve your problems, but we don't get any were good by being mad or sad all the time! With patients with ones self and kindness to others we can find a purpose. And with that purpose we find joy. That is all there is in this life. To be free to feel whatever it is, but then to let go of it. Clinging to possessions is what makes us selfish. So if we let go of ego and be free from greed we find love for everyone!

My relationship with God has become very different. I see my self as someone that can make miracles happen and that I am the light of the world! God is the center of my being were before I felt him as some were so far away and no matter how hard I prayed or how many times I went to church I never felt him inside my soul. I'm no afraid I'm going to lose my connection with God because we have always been one. He is me and I am him. I am love and the only thing that matters is love. After I felt this in my heart were there was no judgement and I didn't have to prove my self worthy. I finally found peace and how wonderful  this liberation! God is like the rivers currant. Steady to help us on this journey to finding enlightenment. I feel at peace with what is and what will be. This moment is so precious and to be aware of this moment and to feel the Divines presents with you is being one with all.

~ Namista

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