I'm feeling the hurt! It’s a wonderful hard feeling to feel. I won’t lie my mind wants me to stop feeling that pain, but really I need to feel it because it needs to be healed. Wow, I loved learning Deeksha this weekend and I have grown so much. Deeksha is a gift from God, which is necessary to awaken into Oneness.
I have awakened to feel Gods love. He is now my best friend and my true heart. What I come to learn is when I feel depressed or fearfulness I can remember it's only my minds state. I can feel it and be aware of it yes, but that’s all it needs to be. My acceptance of knowing my hurt and letting God heal it.
I have had 24 hours of awakening and feeling the divine in my core center. I have awoken and have let go of ego and no long desire to be more significance over anyone else. The soul knows we are screwed without God to guide us! We can’t fix anything because we need to have faith and call upon God to help. We can do nothing because I’m not my mind or my body. This is awakening to God.
It’s in trying to understand and letting the minds doubts over power us where we get blocked from the divine. There is only awareness of what’s going on.
For example, I can feel sourness and tightness in my body, but I am free to feel it and don't need to worry about it. I can call upon the Divine to heal my sour body and only then can I be relisted from pain.
I have resonated God inside me and he has given me the peace to be ok with the unknown and with what is. I don't need to change it necessarily because I only need to look at this moment and appreciate the breath I take.
This life and my path here is just how it was meant to be and is perfect right here. To be aware is feeling only oneness and being honest with myself. Suffering happens when we recessed life’s journey. We want it this way or this way. It’s the right way now because here is the only thing you have. Be present in this moment!
Don’t worry about tomorrow or yesterday because it’s not the experience right now. When I surrender to what is I don’t have to fight anything. I can feel God and he will let me know it’s meant to be. It’s only the experienced that matters. This awareness has helped me grow and feel Gods unconditional love.
We create a prison in the mind. Only God and Jesus can heal my heart and everyone else’s. I am the bond between both sides because it’s the divine’s hand that is creating my life! It feels me with so much joy and I’m so excited to live and be a part of this world! Now I love everything and everyone. I can’t hold a grudge because there is only love!
For example, I thought it would take a miracle to love my brother again. It was God’s grace that unraveled my hurt toward me and something I needed to heal inside myself to see my little brother with new eyes. I love him with no judgments; halleluiah I’m free at last!
There is no separation to God and me there is only Divinity.I see the path and don’t have to understand because awakening is where I see the world though the divine! I know I’m not my thoughts or my body because I am merely here to experience what is intended. To having no resistance and to love without end.
What I have come to manifest for myself is that it all wants to be experienced and wants me to have beautiful relationships. I now have the golden ball of light flowing thought me and I have nothing to fear!
I became aware that God is holding me and I can still find peace in every moment. The Divine is the only thing that’s real. Isn’t that amazing? We don’t have to try to be anything because the divine is working thought us and we only need to let him in.
I feel balance with my Divine and my heart is open and I love myself for who I am! The ultimate gift is to be able to pass Gods love on and receive love from others in return. Namaste!
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