Lessons to be learned

I'm going a little steer crazy because I’m so worried about this stupid photo shoot! It's making me truly ill just thinking about it. I know I shouldn’t worry about it something so stupid, but I can't seem to stop obsessing over it... I wake up thinking about what I'm going to wear how ridiculous I am for even thinking I could be a model. And yet I can't get my money back for it so I should just relax and do the shot. I wasn’t thinking it throw and rushed into it. I payed $170.00 for the gym shoot were I should have said no and I also payed for a $350.OO for an all day photo shoot at the Salt Flats. I'm excited for that one, but still know I shouldnt have got sucked into it. I would love to make money modeling clothes and being in magazine, but I'm one out of a million girls that want to do that! I just need to realaxe and focus on the things I can control. This is something I decided to do and by golly I’m going to take this pictures and I'm going to like them lol
So in all honesty I need to start saving money and not look for a short cut to make easy money if it sounds to good to be true. Learn for life and move forward. That’s life!