Thursday, May 26, 2011

Surrender pain

"The inner speech, your thoughts, can cause you to be rich or poor, loved or unloved, happy or unhappy, attractive or unattractive, powerful or weak." This is what the mind is capable of making me believe! It's hard and also easy to be aware of thoughts and let them go. We must look at them as little children and realize they are not mine; but the universes. I know I have been worked up this weekend to anger, but we are not perfect. The path of oneness is to appreciate every moment good or bad. That is the hard part because I’m so easy tempered. I want things to be pleasant and easy. I must be able to focus my energy inward and feel the Divine in any circumstance. "Trials teach us what we are; they dig up the soil, and let us see what we are made of." I have moved from the theory that I'm my past. I can move from feeling the past and just let it be. Yes, I have grown from those experiences and come out better for them, but they do not have to be my fears any longer. They are just been expensed and embraced with no longer wanting to change it.
It's like I've been awaken and can see things and feel things I've never expensed before. Like I was in a deep sleep and now see expectance and love for all. "We need God, not in order to understand the why, but in order to feel and sustain the ultimate wherefore, to give a meaning to the universe."

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