Taking my power back

It’s amazing the journey we go on in life. The different paths we could have taken and even the choices we have taken effect were we want to go. I’ve had a weight lifted from my shoulders. I wish I could explain it, but it’s just an overall feeling that makes me feel at peace. Nothing has changed physically, but emotionally I have an over whelming feeling of relief! I’m happy that I could face the issue and no longer feel worried. It’s been a sour spot in my life and I’ve now gotten passed it! I had the Divine's help to do it. I never thought I would be excepting a huge from the person that hurt me. It only took that one gesture of love so I can stop feeling a little tense around my ex. It would have meant nothing if I hadn’t already forgive and let the Divine's love inn. I finally let go and been able to love without judgment was able to free me. :) I feel so good! I have had wonderful memories and they have been some of the funniest times of my life. I think that’s why it stuck so hard; I didn’t think I was ever going find that happiness again…

If you can believe it, I’ve found even more happiness! I love my life and know I am who am I’m because of my experiences. I can’t categorize my past as a mistake because it has laid me to where I was meant to be. I treasure the memories, but I live in complete amazement at the present moment.

Namista

Balanced relationship of body and mind

The genius is a divine presents that is just passing throw you and you are the vessel. It chose you and it’s up to you to help create it too. When we feel like the artistic work is going down hill and that is as good as it gets; maybe were looking at it in the wrong way. If you make it all about you then you feel not good enough anymore. In which makes us depressed and feel like giving up. Instead of thinking we are doomed to never achieving are highest success again. Just relaxed and realize it wasn’t all your doing that the divine genius form the other side helped you. I think this takes of a lot pressure of our own ego thinking we have all the control and all the weight on are shoulders. We can share the load and make it a partnership.

This is what I got from Liz Gilbert speech I just barley watched. I think she is an amazing women and I loved her book Eat, Pray, Love . I watch the movie again and has a more profound meaning now that I've read the book. When I first watched the movie it literally took me 3 day to finish it ... I didn’t understand and was very bored. I love watching it now because I know the depth of the true person and how much she had to struggle to get to where the Divine was telling her she needed to be. 

I love the Buddha teaching. I am so moved by the devotion to the Divine. It’s unlike any other. Buddhism is very flexible. You take the teaching that work for you and following the path of selflessness. To not  judge or discrimination. To have a "beginners mind"  what that means is always being open to whatever may come your way. If you think you have all the answers you have no room to experience or learn. By not always focusing on the mind. Enlightenment is not something you can obtain. It is always there and will always be there inside you. It is only when we empty are minds and let go of attachments will we find peace.