Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Follow your Heart

Here is the story of a perfectly amazing girl :) As of today I have absolutely no regrets. I think I am a mature person who can take things in stride. I am grateful for the people in my past they helped me get to where I am now, wherever that is. But now I am thinking for myself. I can be selfish, impatient and a little in secure, I am out of control and at times I am hard to handle, but if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best [MM] I am a pretty simple girl. I dont need material things to be happy, love & friendship are enough for me. I am happy to just have the clothes on my back. I believe that everything happens for a reason people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you apprieciate them when they're right, you believe lies so so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
I am not a perfect girl my hair doesnt always stay in place and spill things a lot, i am pretty clumsy and sometimes i have a broken heart and my friends and I sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right. But when I think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that i like being imperfect. I dont forgive people because I am weak, I forgive them because I am strong enough to know that people make mistakes. Sometimes you need to forget what you want, and remember what you deserve.God has given me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change, the courage to change the things that I can and the wisdom to know the differecne. Someone once tought me to EXPECT NOTHING AND APPRICIATE EVERYTHING. Many people have said that Ive changed, but the truth is, I just found myself, and im finaly happy :)